84*~ take deep breath..

this.. lolz.. i dono what to say ler..



hrmm... hao la.. i softhearted 1.. i know u 3 wan show ur face oso hard de.. summore wan do this.. i know de la.. i'll keep this pic hao hao de =)

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83*~ crap..

Let me think.. how should i blog today? I'm a very happy gal.. i use to laugh and jokes all the time.. because i dont really go out and i dont have frens at here (BM) so i spend all my time online and chat with frens in RO... let me count.. i know them at least 2 to 4 yrs.. and i treasure them alot.. i very sayang each of them.. and i very enjoy the moment we play together.. we talk and we have fun.. we're so close together.. whenever ppl came to bully any of us.. we fight back..

the place we used to gather together.. Devilro.. i sometimes feel i live in it.. i drag myself into the game.. i think RO player oso feel the same.. rite?

tonite.. i realised.. i got cheated by the one whom i fully trust.. i trust him.. until i give the most powerful command to him.. end up.. i got betrayed.. i'm not mad about wat he did.. i don even care bout those.. wat i care is.. the owner trust me.. and i trust him.. but he lied to me.. he used me.. i feel sorry that i brought those problem to the owner..

i'm shocked.. when he told me these.. i kept drop tears.. its the 1st time i cried because i got hurt by peoples that i care that much.. am i really that stupid? yes i know i am.. i dont even know how to play game.. so i rely on u all to teach me.. but in the same time i feel u all used me.. even hide the truth from me.. i rather u tell me the truth.. it wont hurt that much if u tell me the truth.. y must let other ppl questioned me.. only i know wat happen...

i wan to know.. what is friendship means to u all????????????????

i can say it loud! i stand by ur side all the times.. no matter wat happen in game.. wat other ppl say.. the 1st thing i do is trust u...

who shud i trust now? who shud i sayang now... how do i stop crying now... how do i heal myself now.. shud i leave or wat?????

82*~ short post..

want to sleep adi..
nowadays still playing the same thing but.. its different adi.. not gonna say here though.. jz looking forward for december trip.. but sigh.. zid n lem not coming..

dono y.. today i'm jz moodless.. emo.. tend to get angry easily..
hrmm.. some songs b4 i sleep.. i like the piano intro.. ~.~



Lara with her sweet voices.. love this song..



Xia Yu Tian 下雨天
下雨天了 怎么办 我好想你
xia yu tian le zen me ban wo hao xiang ni
我不敢打给你 我找不到原因
wo bu gan da gei ni wo zhao bu dao yuan yin
为什么失眠的声音 变得好熟悉
wei shen me shi mian de sheng yin bian de hao shou xi
沉默的场景 做你的代替 陪我等雨停
chen mo de chang jing zuo ni de dai ti pei wo deng yu ting

期待让人越来越沉溺（疲惫）
qi dai rang ren yue lai yue chen ni (pi bei)
谁和我一样 等不到他的谁
shui he wo yi yang deng bu dao ta de shui
爱上你我总在学会 寂寞的滋味
ai shang ni wo zhong zai xue hui ji mo de zi wei
一个人撑伞 一个人擦泪 一个人好累
yi ge ren cheng san yi ge ren cha lei yi ge ren hao lei

怎样的雨 怎样的夜 怎样的我 能让你更想念
zen yang de yu zen yang de ye zen yang de wo neng rang ni geng xiang nian
雨要多大 天要多黑 才能够有你的体贴
yu yao duo da tian yao duo hei cai neng gou you ni de ti tie
其实没有我你分不出哪些差别
qi shi mei you wo ni fen bu chu na xie cha bie
结局那还能多明显
jie ju na hai neng duo ming xian
别说你会难过 别说你想改变
bie shui ni hui nan guo bie shuo ni xiang gai bian
被爱的人不用道歉
bei ai de ren bu yong dao qian

and a random pic.. which i love it alot.. XD

81*~ In the office..

oh yea.. i'm so free in the office.. then i tot of Tammy's request for a sugar glider car sticker.. so i decided to draw this.. tried to make it as simple as possible coz u gonna stick it on ur car.. so my honey.. how u think? like it or not? XD

there u are.. Suggies on Board ^^



contact me if u wana make any changes.. i'm alwiz there for u.. heheh..

btw.. i heard this song at myfm yesterday.. its called "Bizarre Love Triangle" by Lin Fan.. anyway i cant find her version of the song in youtube.. but this gal.. her singing is nice too.. take a look at it.. its a sweet song XD



Bizarre Love Triangle

Every time I think of you
I get a shot right through into a bolt of blue
Its no problem of mine but its a problem I find
Living a life that I cant leave behind
Theres no sense in telling me
The wisdom of a fool wont set you free
But thats the way that it goes
And its what nobody knows
And every day my confusion grows
Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
Im waiting for that final moment
Youll say the words that I cant say

I feel fine and I feel good
I feel like I never should
Whenever I get this way, I just dont know what to say
Why cant we be ourselves like we were yesterday
Im not sure what this could mean
I dont think youre what you seem
I do admit to myself
That if I hurt someone else
Then wed never see just what were meant to be
Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
Im waiting for that final moment
Youll say the words that I cant say

---- cheers.. talk again when i'm home XD ----

80*~ 30th October loo~

Dono y.. today i don hv the mood to play RO.. 1st i was excited coz we gonna discuss bout something..but then everyone started to talk nonsense include myself then end up everyone went their own way with zero discussion =__= then i chat with somebody but at last i'm pissed so i logout dro.. and i tot of blog about the trip last week.. but then went to watch DVD with my mom.. hahah..now i'm back to my blog..

My Darling JY came to penang with her bf last week..so me n my boy brought her to walk around Penang island.. they reached at Saturday noon.. we met them after i finished my work then we went to Gurney plaza for a movie.. well i wanted to watch High School Musical 3 but Jy don like it.. then she said that she wana watch Disaster Movie...ermm for me its okay oni..not that entertaining.. this kind of movie, u can jz get the dvd and watch it at home.. anyway..

before that we pass by this place.. LOL 100% attracted my attention.. its famous nowadays.. Tammy & Mady tried it adi.. i must try it oso rite? LOL~
Kenko Fish Spa~ hahah.. yeap... thats the thing.. u put ur foot into the water to feed the fishy~ >.<........ at 1st we don wana try coz its expensive okay.. each person RM38 for 30mins nia.. we're not rich ppl :p but then we saw this promotion..



we have 2 sets of ticket + my 1 set which i watched b4.. total 1 person need to pay rm20.90 oni~ wahaha.. cheap oso wat.. of coz try it la.. XD then we wash our legs then enter the fish tank lolz~ so wat can i say.. the interior is nice.. and kenko fish spa provide u 3 sizes of fish.. small, medium and large.. the large 1.. u see adi sure scare la.. who dare to put in it =___="

then we tried the smallest 1st.. lolz.. i'm super afraid of tickling and that is wat i feel when the fishy came n bite my foot.. i almost wana scream and i kept laugh n laugh.. like soh poh.. Jy as well.. she teruk la.. don even dare to stay in the tank for more than 1min.. here's some pics of the small fishy.. and i dono y.. they all love my bf...1st is me..2nd my boy.. 3rd.. Alex n JY.. u see her la.. so scare.. need her bf to protect her summore.. swt =__="





small 1 is jz tickling.. and when there are many around ur foot.. u'll feel like vibrating on u lolz.. geli.. wana laugh.. so here comes the big big 1.. wuaa.. i remember i'm so scare to put my foot into the tank coz u see those big fish swimming around.. they actually come n bite u.. *munch munch* >.<~




oh and this.. medium size.. 4 of us in it.. and JY actually cried out loud adi.. ahahaha...



ahhh.. end of day 1 la.. kaka.. i'm writing an essay =__="

oh yea.. we went to eat this famous asam laksa near Kek Lok Si temple..that place alwiz crowded with ppl all the time..but its super duper delicious can? i wana eat again~~~~~



then we walk to the Kek Lok Si temple..the weather is so hot okay.. and u need to climb the stairs.. fuiyohh.. i sweat like i gonna melt.. my shirt got wet.. when my bf touch my shoulder he said to me "waaa.. so wet =__=" " then i said to him "yea! dont touch me already >.<" coz i feel like the shirt will stick to my body whenever he touch me.. yerrr.. geli.. anyway.. when we walk to the temple.. we saw different kinds of stalls selling clothes.. accessories.. and this thing really catch our attention.. they call it "黃金一萬兩" which is a bucket of "gold" and actually its a bunch of shits =_____= of coz its fake 1 la.. but disgusting okay.. i forgot to take the pics.. its a plastic thingy that is a shit!! omg...

when we reach the temple.. we pass by this turtle ponds.. when i look into it i was like O.O" walao.. so many turtles 1.. so big summore.. let me show u the pic LOL~




yeap.. ppl stand on the bridge and throw veges into the pond.. but hello~ u can see veges floating everywhere.. those turtles don wana eat la.. then me n my bf bought breads for them.. and u know wat.. once we throw into the pond.. all came n eat la.. :p

then after that we went to Queensbay Mall for a walk.. since its hot.. we cancel the trip to Bukit Bendera.. then later we brought them back to BM to try the foods at Chai Leng Park.. so far the foods there are the best u can get in BM lolz.. maybe i'm too choosy.. but luckily she like the foods XD then 3 of them went back to Ipoh and i drove my boy's car home.. the next day Jy went to Air Panas with her bf located at Sungkai.. sigh i wana go too.. promise me to go again with our ji mui alrite? >.<

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random pic.. XD at ipoh..listening to myfm 100.6 but take a look at the time.. 10.06 lolz.. nice? heheehh... i spot it 1st.. yeah!